yep. i understand he's still the same old him. didn't change abit. i did the right thing by not taking his words seriously. i was smart to treat him as just a friend. pure friends. no other feelings. =)
but i think there's just too much in me.
i'm just not ready for another relationship. so why is everyone pressing me for an answer?
i don't think i'm still the same old me. i cannot feel a single thing for anyone. no matter how nice they are to me, i just cannot accept it. that's not because of the past relationship. but maybe i'm tired and sick of everything. lies and lies and just more and more lies.
sometimes, it feels good to be single. i've got all the freedom i want.